MY room was the way i left it, bed unmade, blinds wound down, even the plate at my desk still remained in its place, I was 5 years old when i left, and things were identical at age 17. The air smelt of dust, it was aslo foggy, i had to fight the dust to make it through my way to the blinds. Opening the blinds, Light began flitering throught, at this moment all the memories floated in.
Flash back.
Knock knock!
"Come in, if you dare"i giggled a innocent laugh, a child, i was 4 years old.
"Hello my darling, you getting up your silly games again, thats very naughty of you, you know good little girls dont play games,"i even remember his smirk.
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"Bella do you know what people do, when they love someone?"
"No, love's stupid"
"You shouldn't say such things, You're lucky a man like me loves you."
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"no"
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"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
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"Mummy,if love hurts, then why do you love him"
For years i forgot all about those times, and began on life from my fathers side, jacobs side. It was like i was seeing them for the first time, like i was innocent like that little girl. I diddn't even recongised her. Falling to my knees, the blood rushing down from my face, laying down on the ground, i saw a passing shawdow, and a distinct snort of disgust from outside the door, followed by a "Click" only from the outside..
My heart fell. In a growing panic i flicked my head to all angles, stopping once while looking under the bed.Under my bed was a gray object facing down. snatching it, and from the first touch i was pulled throught again;
Flashback
i lay under the bed, watching the feet rave around my room, i dare not release a sound, for if they knew i was listening, i would be dead.
"SHUT UP RENAE, YOU'RE AS F**KING USLESS AS THAT LITTLE W***E OUT THERE!"
"HOW DARE YOU CALL HER THAT, SHES 5 YEARS OLD FOR CHRISTS SAKES, YOU HURT OUR DAUGHTER, I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOUUHOHO." *slap*
"I SAID SHUT UP, DONT YOU DARE INSULT ME BITCH, YOU DONT THINK I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOUR LITTLE PLAY DATES WITH CHARLIE, I KNOW SHES NOT MINE RENAE!I KNEW AS SOON I ENTERED HER" i hear him club something into his fists from the desk. SHe wimpered.
"Please phil,"
"I SAID SHUT UP!" he threw whatever he had in this grasp at her, i felt the force viprate throught the carpet.
The object fell to the ground, then slid under the bed beside my arm, i held my gasp.
I flipped the gray object, and saw a photo. It showned the little girl, and the portrait-type mother.
Flash back.
Knock knock!
"Come in, if you dare"i giggled a innocent laugh, a child, i was 4 years old.
"Hello my darling, you getting up your silly games again, thats very naughty of you, you know good little girls dont play games,"i even remember his smirk.
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"Bella do you know what people do, when they love someone?"
"No, love's stupid"
"You shouldn't say such things, You're lucky a man like me loves you."
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"no"
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"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
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"Mummy,if love hurts, then why do you love him"
For years i forgot all about those times, and began on life from my fathers side, jacobs side. It was like i was seeing them for the first time, like i was innocent like that little girl. I diddn't even recongised her. Falling to my knees, the blood rushing down from my face, laying down on the ground, i saw a passing shawdow, and a distinct snort of disgust from outside the door, followed by a "Click" only from the outside..
My heart fell. In a growing panic i flicked my head to all angles, stopping once while looking under the bed.Under my bed was a gray object facing down. snatching it, and from the first touch i was pulled throught again;
Flashback
i lay under the bed, watching the feet rave around my room, i dare not release a sound, for if they knew i was listening, i would be dead.
"SHUT UP RENAE, YOU'RE AS F**KING USLESS AS THAT LITTLE W***E OUT THERE!"
"HOW DARE YOU CALL HER THAT, SHES 5 YEARS OLD FOR CHRISTS SAKES, YOU HURT OUR DAUGHTER, I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOUUHOHO." *slap*
"I SAID SHUT UP, DONT YOU DARE INSULT ME BITCH, YOU DONT THINK I DONT KNOW ABOUT YOUR LITTLE PLAY DATES WITH CHARLIE, I KNOW SHES NOT MINE RENAE!I KNEW AS SOON I ENTERED HER" i hear him club something into his fists from the desk. SHe wimpered.
"Please phil,"
"I SAID SHUT UP!" he threw whatever he had in this grasp at her, i felt the force viprate throught the carpet.
The object fell to the ground, then slid under the bed beside my arm, i held my gasp.
I flipped the gray object, and saw a photo. It showned the little girl, and the portrait-type mother.
Just got word that...
The Twilight star has signed on to make an appearance at Spike TV's Scream 2010 awards at L.A.'s Greek Theater. (Show tapes Oct. 16 and then airs three days later.)
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No word yet if Robert Pattinson will be joining her, but with Eclipse up for six awards, ya never know. The lineup already includes True Blood stars Alexander Skarsgård, Sam Trammell, Rutina Wesley and Kristen Bauer and muscled-up Thor star Chris Hemsworth.
David Arquette will present never-before-seen footage from Scream 4 with costars Neve Campbell, Emma Roberts and Hayden Panettiere.
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Okay! It’s my first day of high school, so I have to make a good impression! I thought to myself as I walked into my new high school but, as I walked in everyone turned. Their expressions like I had something on my shirt, I looked down no nothing there. Then I realised it was a sunny day. On a sunny day my skin glinted like diamonds, not as beautiful as my family but, it still made everyone stare. Oh well1 they will just have to get used to it!
Just then a girl came up to me. “hi, im kirsty!” she said in a slightly stunned voice. I replied quickly “hello I am renesme!”
Kirsty told me about herself and she told me that it was also her first day at this high school. Me and kirsty became friends quickly and turns out that she knows about vampires and were wolves, for her auntie is Emily (sam’s Emily.)
Just then a girl came up to me. “hi, im kirsty!” she said in a slightly stunned voice. I replied quickly “hello I am renesme!”
Kirsty told me about herself and she told me that it was also her first day at this high school. Me and kirsty became friends quickly and turns out that she knows about vampires and were wolves, for her auntie is Emily (sam’s Emily.)
Hear out my tortured soul
For I have nowhere else to go
You captured my dead, frozen heart
Now yours and mine’ll never be apart
You took my breath away
And in my heart you’ll always stay
You are my life now
Believe me, for this I vow
My brave and trusting love
From the heavens above
I’ll do everything for you
And I’ll always be true
When you called out my name
My life had never been the same
You kept my feet on the ground
‘Cause my purpose had been found
Your chocolate brown eyes
Are honest and wise
Through them I could see
How you irrevocably love me
For I have nowhere else to go
You captured my dead, frozen heart
Now yours and mine’ll never be apart
You took my breath away
And in my heart you’ll always stay
You are my life now
Believe me, for this I vow
My brave and trusting love
From the heavens above
I’ll do everything for you
And I’ll always be true
When you called out my name
My life had never been the same
You kept my feet on the ground
‘Cause my purpose had been found
Your chocolate brown eyes
Are honest and wise
Through them I could see
How you irrevocably love me