OMG I HAVENT WRITTEN IN ALMOST 2 YEARS IM SO SO SO SORRY D: and this chapter's super slow so IM SORRY.
When they left I closed the door and smiled to myself. After me and Jacob broke up I was lost…I didn’t know what to do. But Seth helped me through that, it feels good to feel alive again even if it isn’t with the person I imprinted with. People just need to have FUN.
I walked to my bathroom and bushed my teeth. The color came back to my skin. I’m no longer pale anymore, I have a rosey shade to my cheeks. I smiled again and relized I look GOOOOD. Well better anyways. I went to my bed and fell asleep smiling.
I had a dream. It was really strange but it wasn’t a bad dream, it was a dream about Seth. We were in the baseball meadow and he was laying in my lap sleeping while I was stroking his hair. I felt so happy, so content. I smiled down at him. He woke up and said, “Your gaze is blinding, it’s brighter than the sun.” I laughed as he sat up. He held me in his arms and I layed back into his chest while he went to my lips for a sweet, tender kiss.
I woke up. DAMNIT!! I thought, it wasn’t real. I went to the bathroom and washed my face with water. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I looked sweaty and but filled with sleep. After being an insomiac for a couple days, it feels good to actually wake up from a good dream. I brushed my teeth and showered. I felt fresh and new again like…how I was when I was first going out with Jacob. I felt my heartache for a moment. It was too much to think about him now exspecially after the Trenton thing. But it wasn’t that I wasn’t over Jacob it just hurt. A lot. Like being shot through the heart. I mean I lost my BEST FRIEND that isn’t INSIDE of the family. How could I not care?
I shook the thought from my head and went to the kitchen and got me some Honey Nut Cheerios. I love the honey flavored milk. I looked around my house/cottage. Nothing’s change even when I felt so sad and alone at a time. Plasma screen TV, white couches, glass tables, and expensive flower and glass crystal centerpieces. I put away my bowl and washed it in the silver sink as I hummed a korean song called “Why I Like You” by Super Junior (it’s a good songgg JUST SAYIN’). Then the someone knocked on the door. And opened it. What the hell? I thought. I looked at who it was…oh Leah.
“LEAH OH MY GOD! I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU SINCE…YESTERDAY.” I laughed. I hugged her tight.
“Well I didn’t go here alone.” She said and stepped aside.
Seth walked through the door. I jumped in his arms. I felt so happy and so alive like nothing could bring me down ever again.
“Go change we’re gonna go to the beach.” Seth smiled down at me.
“Kaaay.” I ran up stairs to change into skinny jeans, a gray tee shirt, and a sweater.
I ran back down with my ipod in hand and went outside to Leah and Seth. I saw the clear blue sky and the sun shining. Wow this is rare I thought. It was still chilly as I ran in vampire speed to the Cullen house to Leah’s car.
I sat in the back with Seth listening to more Korean songs. I’m obsessed with Koreans they’re so pretty. Seth held my hand. I shivered from the warmth. We got to the beach and I went into the water full clothes on while Seth and Leah yelled and laughed out my name. I jumped in the water and swam and swam to my hearts desire. Then it all went black
When they left I closed the door and smiled to myself. After me and Jacob broke up I was lost…I didn’t know what to do. But Seth helped me through that, it feels good to feel alive again even if it isn’t with the person I imprinted with. People just need to have FUN.
I walked to my bathroom and bushed my teeth. The color came back to my skin. I’m no longer pale anymore, I have a rosey shade to my cheeks. I smiled again and relized I look GOOOOD. Well better anyways. I went to my bed and fell asleep smiling.
I had a dream. It was really strange but it wasn’t a bad dream, it was a dream about Seth. We were in the baseball meadow and he was laying in my lap sleeping while I was stroking his hair. I felt so happy, so content. I smiled down at him. He woke up and said, “Your gaze is blinding, it’s brighter than the sun.” I laughed as he sat up. He held me in his arms and I layed back into his chest while he went to my lips for a sweet, tender kiss.
I woke up. DAMNIT!! I thought, it wasn’t real. I went to the bathroom and washed my face with water. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I looked sweaty and but filled with sleep. After being an insomiac for a couple days, it feels good to actually wake up from a good dream. I brushed my teeth and showered. I felt fresh and new again like…how I was when I was first going out with Jacob. I felt my heartache for a moment. It was too much to think about him now exspecially after the Trenton thing. But it wasn’t that I wasn’t over Jacob it just hurt. A lot. Like being shot through the heart. I mean I lost my BEST FRIEND that isn’t INSIDE of the family. How could I not care?
I shook the thought from my head and went to the kitchen and got me some Honey Nut Cheerios. I love the honey flavored milk. I looked around my house/cottage. Nothing’s change even when I felt so sad and alone at a time. Plasma screen TV, white couches, glass tables, and expensive flower and glass crystal centerpieces. I put away my bowl and washed it in the silver sink as I hummed a korean song called “Why I Like You” by Super Junior (it’s a good songgg JUST SAYIN’). Then the someone knocked on the door. And opened it. What the hell? I thought. I looked at who it was…oh Leah.
“LEAH OH MY GOD! I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU SINCE…YESTERDAY.” I laughed. I hugged her tight.
“Well I didn’t go here alone.” She said and stepped aside.
Seth walked through the door. I jumped in his arms. I felt so happy and so alive like nothing could bring me down ever again.
“Go change we’re gonna go to the beach.” Seth smiled down at me.
“Kaaay.” I ran up stairs to change into skinny jeans, a gray tee shirt, and a sweater.
I ran back down with my ipod in hand and went outside to Leah and Seth. I saw the clear blue sky and the sun shining. Wow this is rare I thought. It was still chilly as I ran in vampire speed to the Cullen house to Leah’s car.
I sat in the back with Seth listening to more Korean songs. I’m obsessed with Koreans they’re so pretty. Seth held my hand. I shivered from the warmth. We got to the beach and I went into the water full clothes on while Seth and Leah yelled and laughed out my name. I jumped in the water and swam and swam to my hearts desire. Then it all went black
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, wrap it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, wrap it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
With three films coming out in 2011, Rob Pattinson is set to have a very busy year. Water for Elephants is scheduled to be in theatres on April 15. Breaking Dawn Part 1 will be out on Nov. 18. Bel Ami’s release date is currently set for sometime in August. Each role is very different and should show some diversity from the actor most famous for being Edward Cullen. So head over to MTV and let them know which film you are most excited about. Leave a comment below telling us which film you think will push Rob the furthest as an actor.
By Twilight_News |
Unlike 2010, that was not filled with tons of blockbusters, 2011 is filled with heavy hitting films. Granted those powerhouses still have to deliver, but EW points out just in in sheer volume how intense it is. It’s a good thing we are back to a November release on Breaking Dawn, because there is an awful lot coming out this summer.
EW points to three of what they think will be the biggest:
“Capt. Jack Sparrow in Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides (May 20), the beginning of the end of The Twilight Saga with Breaking Dawn Part 1 (Nov. 18), and the end of the end of the Harry Potter saga with The Deathly Hallows — Part 2 (July 15). So many movies! But which, dear readers, can you simply not wait a single second more to see?”
Head over to EW and tell them what you want them to cover.
By Twilight_News |
According to THR:
“Not since Judy Blume has an author so adeptly captured — and profited from — teen angst as Meyer. Her four-book Twilight series has sold more than 100 million copies and has been printed in 37 languages. In 2008, her net worth was $125 million, and Forbes estimates her annual income at $40 million. It’s hard to believe the Cave Creek, Ariz., housewife never had written so much as a short story before publishing her first book. According to Amazon, she ranks as the second-best-selling author of the decade, beaten only by Harry Potter’s J.K. Rowling. “Twihards” can enjoy Bella and Edward’s tormented love affair in a movie franchise that has grossed more than $1.7 billion worldwide, with two films yet to come.”
The list covers their top 100 names and is an annual item
Tis the season where people start shopping! We will be coming out with our Christmas Twilight Saga buying guide later this week. We usually get bombarded at Christmas time with people emailing and asking “what do I get my daughter, girlfriend, wife, etc. This year we are going to do a list.
The official product description reads “Ashley Greene Head Sculpt w/ 16″ Ballerina Bust Tyler Convertible Body; Amber Eyes with Wigged Hair and Cameo Skintone
ALICE CULLEN is the latest member of the CULLEN clan to join Tonner®’s line of TWILIGHT TCF™s. ALICE arrives wearing a costume reproduction from NEW MOON, and includes a striped blouse with bow tie collar, slim cut twill pants, plush corduroy vest, knit socks, and faux leather ballet flat. ALICE’s CULLEN crest necklace is also included. Includes display stand.”